Hi all

hey

it's rainy night again

and my mood kinda rainy too

how i wish i could turn back time

how i wish i can make all better

how i wish i never in love with him

im regret with that relationship

i lost my pride

my simple life

my happiness

and heart

well

it is really sucks when everything u did been insult by others

especially when u didnt do anything wrong 

and u dont know who are they

at first i thought i just keep ignore what they said

and maybe later they will forget about me someday

but i just dont know why 

they still remain the same.

i try not to challenge them

and the most important is

 i DO NOT contact with him anymore since last year

it is my past

but why?

 they still dont want set me free

im so tired

im tired with all those relationship problems

so i do my best

not to care

not to see

not to think

but the reality is

they still insulting me.

when is this will end?

Please God

give me strength to face all of this

i just want a simple life

thats it

amen.